Musical Monday: Be Ok
I’m finally participating in Musical Monday again after what seems like forever. It has not been that long really. I just have been feeling very uninspired lately, thus no blog entries!
This song by Ingrid Michaelson without doubt represents my feelings for the past year. My depression has been getting worse over the last few months and I hate to feel this way. I truly just want to be okay!
I really do. Being depressed is a drag .It makes me feel so negative , hopeless and guilty. It’s all such a waste of time. I realize all this and yet I can’t shake it. I’ve tried all the meds. None of them seem to work really. Maybe I need something other than meds…Yes, probably. I keep searching for the answers and
I keep reminding myself to be mindful of my blessings and the fact that you can’t change the past and it’s a must to keep moving forward.
Some days though it’s so hard to stay positive. But I will keep trying and hope that “I will be ok”.
I have to be for the sake of my family.
Meanwhile I will listen to inspiring music like the one shared by all the wonderful bloggers that participate in Musical Monday.
Musical Monday is hosted by Diane over at Goodmorningglory.com ,Check it out!